The Euphoria of Losing Everything

by Beth Munroe

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1.
Masochist 03:24
Slap myself on the wrist I’ll do better Won’t burn out though it burns like hell Sleep myself out of this coma Loathe to leave the fight I know so well I know you know I’m nothing Don’t wanna know I’m zero without this Drown myself out of this ocean On fire for your lie but the truth is I want you, I want you, I want you dead I want you x2 (I don’t want to want you anymore) Dancing through a burning city Kissing as the tongues of flame destroy everything The thing about being a masochist I love it when it hurts like this Love is our last religion Almost loved the life into us again Break out of being broken It’s too easy for you to break me in I want you, I want you, I want you dead I want you x2 (I don’t want to want you anymore) Dancing through a burning city Kissing as the tongues of flame destroy everything The thing about being a masochist I love it when it hurts like this Know I want you don’t you want to Know I want you don’t you want to Know I want you don’t you want to Know I want you don’t you want to Dancing through a burning city Kissing as the tongues of flame destroy everything The thing about being a masochist I love it when it hurts like this Living lifes meaning we’re trying to outlive Found faith in a feeling that has nothing to give The thing about being a masochist
2.
Drive 04:18
I could be the one driver, But I couldn’t give you your drive I could be the one to drag this along But not if it already died I’ve never wanted anything more No I don’t mind losing my mind Cause that’s what it was put there for But darling I would rather die Than say what’s the point anymore Did I waste my last chance on someone half out the door Pedal to the metal, foot to the floor Just to prove that it was you who always held me back before Brakes out the window, doomed in my drive Oh I might have been a friend to you but you’re no friend of mine No I’m not the kind of soul, to say I told you so You blew it so blow over cause I won’t let go I’m not holding on, just to prove you wrong I’m smiling as I’m driving to the great wide open (And it’s a beautiful drive) You wasted me, I wasted time I was the bend before the break Oh you may well be stronger than me But it’s me that learned to take the weight Has the point of my life become my biggest mistake Pedal to the metal, foot to the floor Just to prove that it was you who always held me back before Brakes out the window, doomed in my drive Oh I might have been a friend to you but you’re no friend of mine No I’m not the kind of soul, to say I told you so You blew it so blow over cause I won’t let go I’m not holding on, just to prove you wrong I’m smiling as I’m driving to the great wide open (And it’s a beautiful drive) I threw all of me into this cannon To be left with nothing to aim at but the rubble And I threw all of me into this fire To be left with nothing but ashes for my troubles I know you watched me break down and cry, as you drove away Pedal to the metal, foot to the floor Just to prove that it was you who always held me back before Brakes out the window, doomed in my drive Oh I might have been a friend to you but you’re no friend of mine No I’m not the kind of soul, to say I told you so You blew it so blow over cause I won’t let go I’m not holding on, just to prove you wrong I’m smiling as I’m driving to the great wide open (And it’s a beautiful drive)
3.
Brighton 03:31
I throw my pain, Into this it won't go any other way I'll see you again, But after this it won't ever be the same I wanna stay, and save you, I love you But this is not my home I'm nowhere, but now I'm here I don't want to go This time I don't have anyone else to blame One more time can't hurt, to fall in love on my own again Oh my love You'll grow without me But will I be alright without you I know you'll be happy I saved us the bravery of seeing this through I wanna stay, and know you, I need you But this is not my home I'm nowhere, but now I'm here I don't want to go And I've had so much practice at saying goodbye To the things that I've needed, to the loves in my life How can it hurt so much after all this time I should be better at saying goodbye Dont cry, dont cry I promised myself I wouldn't But this time It seems that we've run out of time This time I don't have anyone else to blame One more time can't hurt, to fall in love on my own again This time I don't have anywhere left to go, Time after time, I... I miss you, more than you know. Oh my love, I don't want to go.
4.
Skin 05:03
Aren't you lucky that I have such thick skin? So when you crawl under and let yourself right in If you curl up there, make it your space Pull me around you like a duvet Oh, I promise, I promise, I will keep you safe Can't break me I've got no promise Can't make me I'm not your lie This armour pressed So hard into my chest It's been in my skin all this time I fall slow but I fall deep Right past love into hate This mask cuts so deep Into my cheeks It could well be my face So aren't you lucky, that I have such thick skin? Well there you go This just goes to show Under out own skin is where we're made to exist And I can be fine without this When you go, I know That I can be something without you Oh we reach with our hands, we speak with our fists But the words won't come out This smile cemented thick Over my lips Almost looks like my real mouth I built myself up to deserve love Now I'm not sure where I begin And the act ends I'm buried so deep I've become a pile of things So aren't you lucky, that I have such thick skin? Well there you go This just goes to show Under out own skin is where we're made to exist And I can be fine without this When you go, I know That I can be something There's so much under my skin But not what you need I can tell your hearts broken From the way you break me When we mistreat love like this We deserve to fall Our lives are nothing without this So just take it all My god I'm crazy, and you're lucky I stay on this side of my skin Well there you go This just goes to show Under out own skin is where we're made to exist And I can be fine without this When you go, When you go, Darling I can be something without you

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released May 1, 2018

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Beth Munroe London, UK

A DIY artist, guitarist, vocalist and producer from the UK. Using soulful vocals and thoughtful lyrics alongside ambient fingerstyle guitar, merging blues, pop and ambient indie.

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